Remember what the Monty Python boys used to say?

For days now I've had the nauseous feeling in my throat. I don't know what's caused it but it's been making me very emotional of late, as my boyfriend experienced tonight. I probably became disproportionally upset over something that at another time would have hurt my feelings but not to the level I was. Don't get me wrong, I was no wild banshee, but I tried to get my point across.

The thing is, I've learnt from experience that not speaking up to someone when you're upset by their actions is not the eat thing to do. Giving someone an easy life will not make them love/ like ;0) you any more. Not wanting to cause disagreements does not lead to eternal happiness.

So, there we go. Sometimes I am just a weepy girl that thinks sometimes boys should just get 'it' without having to explain 'it'. I love the Sliding Doors line that went something like "I'm a woman, I don't tell you what I want, but I reserve the right to be pissed off if I don't get it".

However, I am also a girl who realises I have a pretty special boyfriend who doesn't tell me to get a grip when I'm having a 'moment'. I like that you listen to me and take on board my teary ramblings.

Sometimes a girl just needs to feel like a priority, especially when she has a nauseous feelig in her throat for no reason. So thanks Boo, thanks for being someone I can tell when I'm saddened and thanks for making it better afterwards.

My thoughts, they are a strange...

This is weird. My boyfriend and I spoke on the phone more before we were together than now. Whenever I had a drink I would dial. On the odd occasion he had a drink (awesome memories of "ahhhh I wasn't supposed to call you") he would dial. And we could speak for ages and ages, about, well nothing.

Now we're together and going on holiday together in September, I think I've clocked up 30 mins talk time max... in over 5 months(yes it has been that long) Just struck me as strange really, that we have less to say to eachother now.

However, there are many thing we do do more of since we've become an item to compensate.

Just realized how that sounded lol!!

Have you seen it?

Not my boyfriend this time... As soon as I posted te last blog I had a txt from him saying 'night night' so all is forgiven but not forgotten, because I NEVER forget.

No, this time I mean my appetite. Which is very strange for me as although I do have a reputation for being forgetful and losing things, my hunger is never one of the things that goes missing.

However, if anyone should find it could they please leave it where it is as I don't want it back this side of Florida. Am on a quest to wear a bikini for the first time whilst on holiday and I am aiming to lose 23lbs or a stone and a half pretty much. Have already lost 3 pounds of this just by the lack of appetite I've been having and to quote Justin, I'm loving it!!

Have you seen him?

My boyfriend, I mean. I've had no 'night night' text. I like a 'night night' text. It says 'you are the last person I want talk to/ think of before I go to sleep', but, obviously my boyfriend is just fine snoozing with no 'night night' text so I will do the same.


Night night xXx